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 some health crisis at hacer's neighbours mom told and asked me to to commute hacer to hospital. I said i can not this time. (since I am really mentally very having issue right now of the horrendous world news along with all the horrors I encounter) I am not in a mode of any helping hacers any now. although my mom might think me as a bad person this time since they really needed help and but they could go with taxi. then mom paid half of taxi fee to commute hacer to hospital. i am sorry but i am out of my minds home currently. due to all the horror I seen in world news. the issue is ->  we think possibly aliens are attacking to world. how i am expected to deliver hacer to hospital in such a condition. i am currently needing consultance support to get over trauma of these horrors. as if thats not horrorful, ISIS analog world wide terrorist grp also atempted some very most psycho verbal terror attack (with psycho content) some hours ago.  the psycho terrorist woman shotu...
Recently saw very horrific world news. (Aliens  invasion attack to world possibly alike conspiracy we think  😢😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢) 
yep everything going to be ok/alright.  yayyy lets first build ml algos to build cylons to deploy against unknown world wide terrorst grp then against to kurdist terrst grps and against to ISIS terrst grp.  (i think i started to detect ISIS terrorst grp attacks and kurdist terrrst grps attacks last year, all before also last 8 years, an unknown world wide terrorst grps constant terror attacks many thousand times (with main modus operandi of false flags along with very horrific verbal terror attacks :S very inhuman level socio and psycho world wide unknown terrorst grp :S then as if such topic is not horrorful enough, last year we started to detect kurdist terrst grps verbal terror attacks and also ISIS terrorist grps verbal terror attacks. as if a life can be any more horrorful :S as if I am the unluckiest person of world :S :Soh my gosh :S) ) I feel it. everything going to be ok/alright. I feel the positivity of future time.  everything going to get alright. living a jac...
 yep now continueing the habitat design task.  today had passed alot like -> tidying up home (entire home since some outer city relative might visit/stay)  I still lack alot blender skills specifically this navigation skill. hmm now i need to create the botanic room.  then later I need to learn the particle system of unreal engine to create teleportation portal stuff in habitat.  I need to decide the design of it. although have initial idea. but other technologic sci fi things surely would check the existing modelings.  hmm now to stop doing laziness and learning how to export the habitat to unreal engine environment (After soon I finish this habitat design. whihch i think would finish today or most possibly tomorrow. i think i need to add some door animations. (e.g. airlock doors one door opening then some particle effects then the second door opeaning alike  etc) I think those i could check tomorrow.  but I think time to now first design the ...
 yesterday from one news thread, I saw one most horrorful movies ever made in world :S (threads, 1984) I think this type horrorful movie I never seen before, it were uttermost horrific. I wish such war never happens in world ever :S it were like the most horrific movie I ever seen :S not comparable to any horror movie horror level :S just utter  horror :S (please when we mention cylon topics, do not confuse as if cylons would nuke world (in last cylon series), of course not, they would be just robotic force against terror grps alike IS or against kurdist terror grps or alike against the unknown world wide terror group ) (i wish noone misunderstands cylons topics with such topics. of course not :S cylons would never nuke world (we never mentioned cylon topic with such intent ever :S) we just mentioned since they seemed very powerful robots which can then infiltrate the unknown terrorst grps to disable terror grps in world)  but i think one multiverse traveling happent....
 my mom tasked me with washing ceiling. (since has not been washed like last 2 months(last time my mom washed it). and there has happent dust storm sometime.  so when i got up at 6, i went to ceiling  balcony to wash it. but took like 1 hour or so. then i somewhat got ill (maybe i got cold. or some flu dunno. and had been resting until now and took some vitamin mixture and some mint tea alike )  i  think the illness happent in time i got up and i think it might be related to somewhat getting infection. but somehow it had not effected me at morning then i washed the balcony to put a check on task early on day. then i got ill and rested alike.  then recently took vitamins. so i couldnt study to game dev project today due to getting sick. but I think now I would continue.  since after vitamins and mint tea and having rested feeling somewhat better. aha today a multiverse traveling happent with witness literal. I as told some guy told me witness last day, ...
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 yep i think this be this room  (background is not included, its just to copy paste one satellite from there later)  (I think door became nice)  even not high quality design, it started to become like habitat:  (but door has been nice, although texture there has not been best )  now would add the botanics corridor which would link to second main habitat room gosh 3d design is severely hard. I am still doing design just with improvisation not any with any experience nor any 3d design skills. (i think it would take some alot time to learn some skills (and maybe I might need to buy a big computer monitor etc), which I dont have such time right now, so urgently tryign with amateur beginner level design skills, setup some habitats etc etc.  but 3d design skill to even craft a chair in good quality design is still very absent surely (since i am just at most beginner level in this design topic and plus its really hard. it requires for me much more time to lea...