weird life

hey how to teach a machine infimum and supremums logic. dme query tht popped up whlst stdyng this text.  i guess recursion/induction is the key. hmm why does every theory tht ones i look now looks as also be creatble by machines. why not. i think machines can also create these. 

Dont you people think Chebyshev’s inequality could be devised by also machines? I think so.  I think machines could also create theories corollaries and axioms like we do. Why not. i were studying empirical process theory. then i thought why do i learn these. these could be also devised by a machine. i being a lazy and a non super intellgnt, i dont like specializing any such area as i observed. i think that part could be devised by machines. or processes in cloud. why not?  sometimes all those theorems seems to me, that people just like to focus some area so much that they create theories like that, but in the end, for a  nn genius type of generalist mind, it feels kind of even reading such theories feels like, ok this could be some thing that a process could also devise. but original calculus or basics of things doesnt feel like that. or very complext part of basics. but ever else things get built feels like kind of i feel like when reading, a machine could also do creat...

had little fight on my trauma topic with mom. she wants me not to care. i say its not possible to not care slander thing. then we had consensus on our ideas. this mornign slander incident happent again. meanwhile dad plans to give each his kid 100K euros after ankara terrain gets built. he wanted to sell it raw terrain upon reconstruction of that area.  but then if homes get built, they plan to give us 250k. i said what the heck:P then i said you should spend it all since its something you had won through hardwork in building companies when young times. but couldnt ignore the fact that i became happy. so i dont have to buy myself as home:P so not creating any capital in life and lviing poorly since i have no economic literacy wont hurt since even if my life were super unlkucky to have a psycho neighbour whom does stalk with slander for 4.5 years with all those trying to turn to bitch or worse and both stalk/slander from cafes/etc.  though i am lucky in this that i dont have to...

last nght someone shouted "just keep it" and sch sntncs frm street. i bng shy clďnt look frm wndow whn ths hppnt. (actlly he isnt livng in ths city as far as i knw?). bt in case tht sntence came frm him indrctly or drctly(cldnt see whm said tht sntnce) wntd to let knw if tht sntnce cme frm him, ok i wld keep it💜   (thn we dnt erase frm our minds? ok then😊)  (bng shy and nt bng able to see prsn whm shtd is super silly act of silly guh.... what if smneelse shted? i wsh i wrnt a shy persn and saw whts hppng in tht mmnt as whn ths hpnt lst night)

hmm i feel beatiful today:) (must my hair style somehow made me feel like that. i am not any tiny bit btfl actlly :P) (jst i liked my hair's style today. nt any btfl i am normally :) jst liked style of my hair. since i like it being curly and straight. but mom ddnt liked it and said it looks like uncombed. though i liked it:) ) yayy baking some potato chips. jst in owen. not fried. and wishfully they become delicious.  i also like fried potato chips. yayyy today have fun plans like listening fun music. working to linguistics since for the studies of guh the coder in cloud. yayy thats semantics side first checked from linguistics studies that chapter 3.5 i were in last time. then more linguistics side i would check. then would try to think how to bind ontology constructs to those. yayy it really feels as via bind of ontology and logical processes that are also defined by ontologies constructs, that could be also altered, would be present and i want to this thing code my game engine ...

* hey the presentation i did were liked:) so much happy:) but its not sure whom takes the task. i guess there are lots of other applicants also. and so much happy since did devised a solution proposal in time :) and so much happy that presentation were liked:)  i would be super happy if we take the task:) ----------- for regarding hobby projects side: --- hmm for holiday planning maybe i do in july cause have lots of costs thjis month like moving my home, paying my credit card:P.  so i guess its better i do this in another month. but if i could find a camping holiday in vicinity cities or such hiking thing then i might attend. for which if there is no expensive things:) but i think i want the other form of holiday not hiking this time. so i guess would attend holiday in July. ---- i guess i can work the fun things of guh the coder in cloud projects' studies. ok then holiday be in july :) but surely i miss holiday. anyway. yayyy some fun of linguistics studies. since guh the cl...

---- this is one sound i like alot: (wind sounds) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7lduM861hE&t=3192s doesnt any image of also snow very lovely:) like sound of blizzard, winds be very peaceful, also the image:) --- ok this guh definitely needs a holiday after this week if she accomplishes all her tasks regarding normal work and also this additional  home time tasks that are also important. i dont know if there is any place that accepts tourists in state of pandemic either. maybe Portugal if Portugal has open borders unrelevant to pandemic? some such holiday i plan. since i really need a peaceful state of mind/some rest. yeppp Portugal please be open. yayy its open! yayyy!  some mindfulness moment please:) this guh the ugly coder plans a mini holiday in Portugal then:) yayy from this page: https://www.touropia.com/best-places-to-visit-in-portugal/ no i dont know which city i selected to visit since might investigate. Thank you very much cute city of Berlin for giving me a b...

hey this book seems to hold nice definitions on similarity topic regarding knowledge: Foundations and Methods in Combinatorial and Statistical Data Analysis and Clustering by Lerman, (quite very helpful very important ways how to model attributes/properties thinking. hmm. and in indexing it defined classification tree. yupp i would also create indexes but hadnt thought this entropy based tree approaches or such statistics based trees approaches yet. hmm. why not:) but the query approach to the SRL tree is one different topic. but indexing them could be done in such tree types. with some big data algorithm updating the tree in real tiome to check where the data is stored. a classification or such tree that is a db index. to reach out easily to cluster of relevant document sets. hmm not super different than i guess other indexing methodologies. but such information theory based approach for deciding even features to do create such index seems a nice thing to do. since thyere is big data ...

hey by the way, i had my blue card today :) yayyy:) Thank you very much nice cute lovely city & workplace :) <3 Yayyy:) -- some dream i saw in last night: had a very interesting dream. i would check where i been in my dream. wov. i went to some city on very north east corners of Turkey and it were also inside Armenia or Georgia. or ritght in between borders of.  i whilst going there passed through very big churches. in all churches, it were church closing time and the priests were  taking angel sculptures to inside of the church to protect in night. in very last one church, the priests were giants sized and they weremoving angel sculptures inside the church. Then i went to this unknown city there that i dont know where it is:) but in this region. Then to travel, i went inside the church, and there it were a pool with some demonstration of some ship and water. a 4 meters to 4 meters like pool andf its height were like 1.2 meters or 1 meters. there in that automated const...

whilst searching propbank and verbnet and framenet topics for SRLs area, came up to this and want to learn it: https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/linguistics/ hmm after this i need also a 101 on linguistics. then would study the ontology topics i previously bought or might buy things on ontology domain knowledge. then i need to find data of framenet verbnet and also SRL labels so that i work on to utilize Bert and/or Albert named frameworks to do this semantic role labels generations. then but before i need to set up algorithms of the expert system there. my expert system would even query wikipedia data on after creating its srl trees. already it is as i read pretrained on wikipedia like sources. with semi supervised learning. hmmm. so need to build a demo before the meeting i think i should. to investigate the applicability of my idea on how to do this. i from even from outside see alot of potential in expert systems area nbow that linguistics frameworks are this much nice/good. so it...

yesterday also again a street stalk happent with slander. actually 2 times in night. the psycho comes to street shouts slander and goes. these people shouted me hunt 4.5 years ago. then they couldnt hunt me. but then they do this slander. they tried to turn me bitch (something i understood in end of 2.d year of stalk or in 1.7 year i dont know exactly) with shouting me sleep. (that i hadnt understood that because they always used labels other names so i never understood those sentence were told to me). then sell! shoutings started. but before in ferikoy a slander thing severely happent also that i also hadnt understood any in the time of its happenstance. they shouted me some label that i thought that label is stalking me. then i got continue to stalked and i confronted 2 slanders. i remember in street, the a guy passed and told "some_name is in hunt". so i saw in stalk incidents they tried to deceive do the slander of as if i work to them.  like they couldnt do that, but eve...

want to create some summary of stalk incidents with slander (psychological torture) i confronted/continue to confront: 4.5 years ago, f rom next building and from street: a constant degradation of me with "oluk!" "ork! (since hading had a defected looking nose due to a bad rhinoplasty)" then "thats Y!"  "Z!" "serdar! sleep!" "Y! get horny". "ork! she is hande!" "he is Y!" then i would think i had stalkers i would shout back psycho stop stalking me. then would reply back "Y! dont cry!"  in street, from 0th floor cafe, some people saying some things with some words. i would think i am stalked by these names. in every cafe i went when i lived in sisli, i were stalked. with this confusing naming scheme (that which i understood as by then, for 2 years, as i had such stalkers, later 2 years later i understood stalkers create says those names to me). then in first 2 years i confronted constantly "sl...