hey coincidence in tv show were about depression and a person taking life of own in depression topic. i am not any depressed. just when my stomach issues occures, i wonder if it were cancer, then i thought being lazy to go to doctor would be unnice, then i thought if i died of cancer what mom would think, and then i thought world is really a maniac/crazy place and talked of not with any intention of suicide concept, not any interested i mean people whom cut their vessel etc to suicide. since cancer seemed such topic like that depressive topics. not that i have any depression. just cancer topic (i dont think i am cancer but it might as well be) made me thought such ideas i mean i wish not to be misunderstood as if i am any depressive nor interested to such topics. i just thought if i died, what mom would think it would be very unfair to her. when talking of cancer topic and thinking its depressive topic i mean cancer like topics. then in the tv show i saw a mother whose daughter ha...
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they said a meeting has some costumes, so i bought steampunk costume of hat and steampunk shirt. hmm but i then later seen it might not be a broad team meeting or not i dont know. but yet still i bought incase its a costume having work meeting. yayy i wont share my workplace ever. since for privacy. but some fun people exists whom does meetings with costumes. its a very nice idea i think. i truly enjoyed searching costume. and bought steampunk hat. and its like this: In this side view some defect of my face were unvisible 😊 so this photo remained among others which my silly defect were focused😃🤪 Yayy steampunk concept. My shirt is also steampunk but in washing machine . And also bought a wrist band. And I wish I knew make skills to do steam punk make up. I wish I ddnt misunderstood and its also ours meeting not a specific team's. Cause I think work meetings(retrospective) with costume is a very fun idea. next costume...
(hey i think i am not sure but i think a theathratical stalk slandering incident happent a hour ago. no worries, i dont any care :) ) (happens rarely with respect to previous frequency of char. assntn incidents. this character assainstion attempts of defamation theathratical harrasments happens last 5 years but frequency is much lesser wtr to before. )
Only attention I liked that I observed is from one country but I wont mention which one. Thanks to kindness I told before also. (It is in west but won't name where is). But otherelse I observed attention from alot of places from everydide, attention freaked me cause I dont like attention. Specifically in such topics. Topics I like are topics like aliens or other galaxies but not world issues. And I don't like attention on world issues. Cause I don't like world issues. I wish to invent space tech to go to other galaxies as told. So please dont include me in world issues. I dont like world issues. I wish people solves world issues best. My issues I wish to solve is how to go to other galaxies like stuff. I stated my opinion briefly in general what I think of world issues. But otherelse I m not involved in world issues nor capable of solving. So it freaks out to observe attention also related to world issues. Wotld issues is not my expertise area and find it creepy ...
i think the stuff of that aliens communication again happent . or not i dont know, this one might be coincidence. or not. i dont know. i thought of something and then the topic passed in the text i read. a text written many many time ago. it might be as well coincidence. but if not, then i ask aliens where are your spaceships I want to visit other planets :) ok most possibly it were just coincidence. or not. i dont know. i wonder how spaceships of aliens are. if they could travel in time, i wonder their tools in that. maybe quantum computers? hmm. i mean i wonder their dimensions physical rules, maybe we cant live in such dimensions? since physical rules might be quite contrary to ours. or maybe its similar but they have some machines to do time travel? e.g. quantum computers' extended future versions? to do travel to other superposition states that actually exist (my time interpretation is that past and future all exist at the same time excep...
today's evening to be studied continueing studying to topology. i decided reading important topics of world i just wanted to focus on topology study right now. i wish to talk just such topics in blog for a while. like topology etc. cause i believe that aliens interaction i mentioned (of scifi tv show repeating sentence) might be like interstellar movie, that i might be an inventor in future, i already actually inthis project try to invent new grammars for maths for quantum physics actually as a goal, so i took that aliens possible interaction (to rephrase that they are good aliens, they dont do volcano disasters in world) as related to my studies/hobby projects that take my silly resting time other than sculpting/reading topics i wonder of. cause i think and think and think over and over again those specific tv show coincidences of repeated sentence, I just find it very weird, and i tend to believe really to possibility that aliens that are ...
But I still believe good aliens and bad aliens exist. (Bad aliens are trying to terraform world with volcano disasters I think) That were not a part of tantrum but a belief I really believe to. E.g. bad aliens are doing volcano disasters. After I observed the coincidence of Caribbeans volcano disaster, then i blogged it reported such incident. then i were by then living in a building where zeroth floorhad a Gomato named barber shop. then i saw some news passing Goma word. then later i saw Gomato volcanoe. i think this bad aliens are messing with me. since they meant they wanted to kill me ? since my flat were on a Gomato named shop. i got it that bad aliens try to mess me and have special interest to me i dont know why :S so i believe good aliens exist. then also bad aliens whom does volcano disasters. i think might be 2 separate federations of universe's galaxies. one federation is trying to protect inhabited planets from being terraformed. other federation (called as...
( Hey let's not even mention another stupid dictionary autoconversion fail(happens when you don't write vowels partially then you figure out later dictionary converted to an unrelated word) If good aliens exists I wish they do some volcano stuff in a completely uninhabited part of world to stop war that possibility of is talked. I also think there exists also bad aliens whom does terraforming like acts on world. E.g. volcano stuff on inhabited places like type bad stuff. And I believe good aliens are also there for this reason to protect from terraforming of world. In this specific belief mindset I set up I setup such dichotomy
Ok that were just coincidence I guess. But really weirdities before in volcanoes topics happent which made me believe that aliens might be existing and doing such stuff. Cause before carribean I told some steaming rice meal with beans and also mentioned of Lucia word then laterwards I saw the volcano news with st Lucia word also passing in news. Similar coincidence happent in Gomata. Then I thought there might be good/bad aliens and bad aliens are trying to terraform world. And good ones are there to protect world from that. So that's why I raised such request to the good aliens to do some volcano stuff in an uninhabited place to stop war from happening
What do you want aliens to help world set up world peace? An altar art project of request of peace help of aliens? E.g. convincing you aliens exist so that countries focus on you instead of doing war stuff. Please aliens stop war from happening. Please do some high tech slien tech show so war mindsets is gone and focus happens to instead you aliens topic😃
Ok must be coincidence I saw eruption of mount Yasur thereafter such request. (20 minutes later Mrle asking aliens such request had a coincidence with cult concept? Of aliens coming by world etc and we people resemble the such cult believers wtr to aliens lens? Ok this were just coincidence. And because people live beside there. We hadn't asked habited place from aliens any. There but coincidence of lights passed with this either. I were telling one places lightening is awesome that I want similar projection system to my home one day. That everyday an art project like light happens. Then I mentioned this later maybe 30 minutes ago. Then saw read about some sea person(in 1700s) going to somewhere due to colorful lights of volcano. Ok I just even if aliens would make fun of cults, request again deliberate effort for peace from aliens to stop possible war. A request of definitely asked to an uninhabited place. I don't know if aliens exists or not. Maybe ...
i sometimes suspected aliens are trying to terraform world. that there happens bad aliens and good aliens. that bad aliens does volcanoes stuff on world. in any case, this request is to good type aliens, to stop war from happening. e.g. doing some show like an unpopulated volcano incident (that noone lives in vicinity) so that people listen aliens and dont start war. Good type aliens dont do volcanoe stuff. but they can do find some unpopulated volcano around to do stop war? i think that might make wars impossible. hmm but i wish by the way world be safe from bad type alien whom does acts of terraforming world with volcanoes :S in this thinking mode, there happens two types of aliens. one type is bad aliens doing severely bad stuff on world e.g. volcano disasters. one other aliens type has came to protect world from bad aliens volcanoe disasters. in such thinking mode. but this time we need those good aliens to protect humans from other humans....
if aliens exist: and if they are watching universe: if aliens exists, this is an open request to aliens to stop the war. and protect people from causalities of war. If they exist, they should do some show to stop war from starting. if aliens exists, please stop war. it feels so unnice to read news of war possibilities. ---- open request to aliens if ever they exist, to stop war or have it not start. hmm alo to aliens if they ever exist to stop the possible war from starting. alo! hey! aliens are you watching universe?, if you exist, stop the possible war from starting. ---
My investigation turned out such systems operate in uv range but are like large buildings of capable of producing thousand of trillion of watts per nanoseconds. So if it were flashed to sun it might affect 700 miles and plus transfer huge energy to sun's plasma layer. Bur I have no idea if that would create solar flare or not. So if it weren't natural it were done from world from families like buildings like huge places with huge energy sources. Not space weapon tech. Turned out the space weaponry tech concept of limited up to 1million watts can't create such any impact on sun. This if werent natural came from a facility with huge energy connection/store. We are talking of thousands of trillions of watts like power scales.(per nanoseconds) So space weaponry possibility filtered out from what the heck happent check. Unless fusion energy has been able to be started to use in space systems. Other else this much energy consumption stuff doesn't yet exist in space as far ...
I really have no idea. I rechecked speed of light to see constraints related to locality and saw its not possible to travel to sun in high speed. But them I wondered laser beams and turned laser beams are that fast that could go to sun in 500 seconds if they can. I have no idea of laser physics I dont knowif laser can travel 150 million km. theoretically if ever lasers can go such much distance, then it does not have to be in space of orbit of world, it needs to be in a place where its sunny on such hour or a mirror structure could also work as well from dark location in world or could be as well in space in orbit of world either. but to keep no track of meddling with sun that much energy transfer from world, would not it have left some track? how does laser tech works? i dont know if this were just a natural event. or some thing like laser beam? i have no idea. is there rogues on world setting lasers on sun? what the heck is going on? or its just co...
I checked whether if this could be some stuff done with laser beams on sun. As saw laser beams could travel very fast possibly reaching sun in 500 seconds. But can laser beams induce solar flares? I have no idea but I started to hypothesize that solar flare might be triggered like that🤨 Can laser beams travel 150 million kms? I have no idea. I dont know laser physics any. But I thought this might be some topic like this if laser beams can travel that much distance.
What if that were done by enemy types eg rogues but were reflected as sun storm instead? What the heck is going on. Most possbly it were sun storm????. Then whom did triggered a sun storm flare (aliens? Rogues? Whom?)😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 Or just natural& coincidence? What the heck is going on 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
Hmmm maybe I even searched downloading the last photo even on 29th. 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 Hmm so I suspect aliens or rogue people having devices capable of altering sun some how. A space weapon? 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 What the heck:S Is this just coincidence or do entirely unknown rogues have space weapons that can alter sun? 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
hmm tried to find a gaming laptop that is not expensive. I tried to keep price under 1500 euros. I think i dont want to spend alot. its for coding environment for hobby projects. my other laptop is slow(and some screen corner popped out after had fell) and other pc has no external graphic card. so I needed a better coding environment but tried to choose the cheapest priced gaming laptop options with at least 16 gb ram and i7 cpu models (8 cores). price is important cause i dont want to spend alot. I try to instead collect spare money from salary instead of spending. not in mood of spending alot but instead in mood of sparing from salary. i even did penny pinching of 300 euros and found 1300 Euro priced laptops instead of 1600 Euros priceds. I think i entered a mood of sparing money even did penny pinching of 300 Euros that much mood of sparing money beside. hmm 1600 priceds had even higher cpu models anyway. i think this would still suffice for coding. yayy since...
I would read qm computer one type to try to later after ai mvp build my own qm computer up with trying to innovate easier to build qm computer type yupp. Not wuthering that very hard to build qm computer types. This fun idea came up of building my own qm computer (but not woth the usual very hard to build qm computer type.another super position mechanism would be figured out from molecular simulations to build my own qm computer a qm type more easier to build wtr to counterparts yuppp added to agenda of ai project. Cause I want to tie ai to qm resources. Better to build my qm version myself yupp why not :) cause it would be early available to accomplsh ai goals faster. I dont know when other qm computers would get to public service level. Not need to wait and better to build own to be on schedule of such capability set attachment to ai project. Hmm I might create a computer and qm computer merged computing environment for the ai project. Yupp